Shad_darkz

hey hey,back again to here ~_~
Fiuh,liburan telah lewat dan kuliah kembali dimulai lagi,another boring/exciting days?
Nah,it’s just a different point of view for u ^^

Hm…
Recently,i just attracted to a girl in my univ,started from this semester,started to like seeing her once in a week (the same time for my course) ,while i don’t even know who she is T_T,mgkn bakal kenalan sama dia ? ahak2,just a possibility

well,it’s just ordinary feeling in this ordinary world by not an ordinary person (@_@) ho ho ho (emang sinterklas –" ?)

back to the question :"When the heart is inside the mind ?"
emang kapan yah perasaan berada didalam pikiran o.O
apakah ketika kita sedang emosi/marah,itu termasuk perasaan didalam pikiran ?
atau ketika sedang jatuh cinta,apa yg ada dihati dicopy paste ke pikiran kita @_@ ?
w jg ga tau deh,pertanyaan iseng doank,wkwkwwk

For today poem :

    When the rain comes

Just an usual sight
Boring cloudy sky
Ready to throw away it’s water
Pouring down this dry heart

Others already take cover from the rain
I saw you from far away
Running,soaking your clothes
Even so,u keep smiling

A distance between us
Was the reason we met
A stranger to each other
Not something really special

You keep smiling
Looking the cloudy rain
As if a child get his new toy
Didn’t know that i was staring at you

For a moment
I want to hug you
To see your face closely
To hear your sound

But the rain stops
Then u run again and disappeared
But i believe
Someday,we’ll meet again

Additional note :

"We are stranger for each others,tied by distance,separated by
reality.But,distance is the reason why i could see u & reality is
the reason why i starting to love u,while the possibility is not zero"

A quote by me ^^

Hm,sepinya,karena besok uda mulai libur dari binus sampe tanggal 20,byk yg pada pulkam aka back to home o.O

Lagi listening MLTR-Blue Night (lagi melancholic time ~_~) ,sambil di (+) suara2 petasan di luar kos
yang cukup memeriahkan suasana –",soalnya mirip suara kabel putus dan kebakar
yang pernah terjadi di depan kos ini –". OK deh cukup intermezzonya
o.O , to the point

Pride aka harga diri,berapa harga dirinya mas/mbak –" .Manusia adalah
makhluk yang paling tinggi harga dirinya,dengan segala kelebihan yang
membuat mereka lebih baik dari makhluk hidup lain,yang seringkali
melambangkan ke-ego-an manusia.
Terfokus bagi kaum adam,yang kebanyakan mengutamakan pridenya yang
begitu tinggi seolah2 dapat mencakar langit yang tak terbatas –"

So,what about integrity aka integritas? Integritas,melakukan sesuatu
seperti apa yg dikatakan.Terlihat gampang? Huhuhu,dengan sombongnya kita
dapat mengatakan ya,tapi berapa banyak yang benar2 kita lakukan seperti
apa yg kita katakan (Silakan tersinggung kalo emang ngerasa,hahaha)

Seringkali,sebagai manusia (emang siapa lagi –"), kita lebih
mementingkan pride daripada integrity kita.Namun kita lupa,bahwa
seseorang dinilai dari integritasnya,bukan harga dirinya,walau setinggi gunung Everest –"

Dan w jg merasa,integritas w juga semakin menurun ,pengaruh lingkungan/teman/kucing/kecoa/dkk kah –" ??

Need to learn more about integrity & learn to be more humble,as long as i’m still alive ^^

And for today poem :

                        Split Half

Another day,another girl
Trying to forget u
That already mine
Being led by this pride

Until u said the words
"We better break up"
While leaving me alone
Just with this arrogant pride

The integrity was gone
Not care about the redemption
Now the consequences has come
To split half my heart

It’s too late to realize
That i betrayed
The one that loved me
Too late,my pride

Note : itu puisi (hasil imajinasi),bukan berdasar pengalaman sendiri lho ~_~